I loved her in the past, I love her still
She got back in my life but I feel ill
My illness is from a broken down heart
Like a broke ass car it won't even start
I miss her so much and wish we could go back
Back to being with her when I could relax
That is not the case that I have now
Because I'm in so much pain and very broken down
Every time I look at her falling more
Falling more into love with a guy that I adore
This man is a friend a good one indeed
Now I love him but I hate him because he has what I need
If I was to shoot myself I would not have to worry
Because this pain would be gone in a very quick hurry
I have thought of this over a period of time
Who is to blame for my death, nobody this choice was mine
Such a deep poem you've written here.
It's a mixture of confusion, sadness and utter hopelessness.. so many torrid emotions.. that are felt by so many people..
Excellent write
5/5
*Gem*
