It Means So Much (acrostic)

It Means So Much

If only you could know
There is more to me I don't show

My own thoughts and my very dreams
Everything is so much more then it seems
And nothing or no one really sees
Nor notice when I am in need
So, oh so sorry I cant just say

Sometimes I sleep
Often trying not to wake

Much more hurtful than a dream
Under stars that seem so fake
Covering or hiding myself all these years
Holding in the palm of my hand, all my tears