How can you leave,
and just like that its over,
i can barely breath,
without closure,
screaming, fighting, crying, striking
is that how a friendship is supposed to end,
i wish i would have known that
before i became your friend
questioning, everything you've ever said to me,
debating, weather it was real or fake,
realizing, the truth is not so easy to see,
holding back, from heart break,
building up, all this hate,
before sadness makes its way back through, let it be known
that tears are not and will never be among these eyes,ever,
especially for you,
going back to when i said i needed closure, so this meaningless chapter
in my life can finally be over, thinking about it once more, knowing
theres no reason to be upset, i can with no effort shut the door,
on what i now regret..
witch is every moment I've spent with you, every emotion I've
invested in you, everyone of your lies you made me believe,
and the fact that it took me this long to leave, thats a lot of
regrets coming from someone who thinks nobody should regret
anything they've been through, because there is reason behind
every situations misleading illusion, but you? what is the
importance i got out of our conclusion, besides a drug addiction,
back stabbing,a friendship based on fiction,
and the pain that i am now having?
I've been through this all before was it necessary
to put me through more,but maybe i learned a lesson i cant yet see,
or maybe this entire disaster was at the fault of me,
who knows? who cares? i don't, and that shows,
if something is to damaged then why make repairs?
learn to live with your defaults,
learn day by day, how to work them,
and learn how to use them in every way,
and when i do that my friend, this little game
you like to play, ill play it better then you could
ever pretend, with no shame, just laughter in the end.
