When we first met
I knew there was something about her
Not sure of what it was
But it was something
Secrets held in
Scared to let out
Assuming before the truth be told
I go ahead and be one with another
Hurt i have made her
In pain she was
For i have made a mistake
Regret i am now in
Finally she reveals her secret
Shocked and mad i became
Wondering my mind was
For a "what if" lay inside
Wanting to do the impossible
To let my secret come alive
To be known: heard
But more pain it would cause
For her or another
Trapped I've become
The simplest thing i could never say
Now I've waited too long
I'm caught in the eye of the storm
Too far in to even try to get out
Faded out of her life i slowly did
A new being i have created
Hatred she felt towards me
Apart we grew
For once we were friends
But now we are no more
Everyday I'd ask a question
And incorrectly she'd answer
Lying to cover up feelings
That are overwritten by hate
Help is what i ask
And surprisingly she gives it
Bad times i go through
Tears dripping down
I'm hurt
But yet she helps
Knowing I've hurt her she does not return the favor
Many times this happens
And each time i seek that help
I finally tell her
What I've kept so secretive
A year and a half it takes
But finally it is said
Happy she feels
Relieved i am
A connection is formed
Feelings and thoughts are being exchanged
Understatement is now taking place
For there are some things i am not alone on
That "something" i felt towards her
Is starting to be realized
That "what if" could have came into play
If only I have made a move
Finally i take my chance
I seize the moment of truth
I take her to me and kiss her gentle lips
For that moment nothing mattered
It was a beautiful mess
Butterflies swarming in her stomach
Nervous is beyond what she felt
Cautious we were though
Trying not to rush
A second chance has been given
A mistake i wont make again
All the alikeness and feelings we share
Makes me sit and think..
I had something GREAT in front of me
the whole time
I was just too blind to see
And too scared to ask
Never will i be afraid
To not get the answer i want
As long as i go with how i feel
Living happily ever after can be possible
Just make sure your with the right person
Two and a half years I've known her
But these 7 months have been GREAT
Of coarse the story will continue..
But for now i am done.
