Why her?
are you completely blind to the fact that I am completely lost in your eyes, and consumed in your heart?
you always ask me about her...
asking me what you should do...
I don't want to tell you anything anymore!
I just want you to myself!
ya.. you say we are just friends...and that you like it that way...
did you ever think that I don't?
that just being friends is killing me!
when you walk past me my heart shuts down, and my soul melts...
when you smile at me... my hopes sore,
but only to be crushed by your hopeful glance toward her
ya, so what, I cry myself to sleep over you...
and yes.. almost every night...
but who wouldn't?
your perfect....
you may say I'm your favorite... but my definition of "your my favorite" is always different than yours...
you really are my favorite....
you are always there for me...
what are you trying to do?
break my heart completely?
well that's too bad, because its already broken...
and you cant break something that is not even whole....
just like you can't have something that is not available...
but I guess this is my only real chance to say... that...
I really do love you.....
no matter what the past tells you...
I love you... forever
