I have a lot of pain
You can see it in my eyes
But just b/c I look happy doesnâ??t me I donâ??t want to die
The secrets that I hold and will never tell are killing me inside
But I donâ??t want people to know so this is something I must hide
Every single day I smile a fake smile
And Iâ??m the only one who really cares about your problems
I go the extra mile for you even if weâ??re not friends
It doesnâ??t really matter if you donâ??t like me I donâ??t care
I just like people to know Iâ??ll always be there
Even if you use me Iâ??ll find it ok
Because we all need friends some days
And it makes me happy that you have come to me
And some how it letâ??s me set my problems free
I donâ??t have a worry I donâ??t have a care
I feel totally awesome but your so unaware
Then it goes away and itâ??s back to my pain deep inside
And knowing that Iâ??ll have to live another day with this happy act lie
