Confused is what i am,
unsure is how i think,
holding things in when i know they should be let out,
there are certain things that i would like to say,
but i dunno how to put them ,
scared of not knowing what the response will be
trying to do right but always feeling of doing wrong
running scared & never wanting to take a chance
blind is how i feel, scared of being hated, &
scared of causing fights
scared of saying whats on my mind
scared is just how i feel
why this is unsure
maybe i just don't want to hurt the ones around me
and just be one less problem,
whats on their mind is said to me
what annoys
or just pisses them off
i hear it and take it and
keep What i want to say inside
taking so much but not say anything at all
every ounce of annoyance and frustration i get from them
i just seem to hold in and save it for when I'm alone
yes alone is when i break down and feel as if i do nothing right
its when i think as if I'm going crazy or if I'm abnormal
questions and questions run through my head
but theres nothing to be sure of
so anger it all becomes
and because of this i feel as if i cant
speak my mind even though i can
its just all these unknown thoughts have me running scared.
