I go to sleep and close my eye
Donâ??t feel like saying my last good bi
My life sucks I want to die
But people just keep telling me I have to try
But they donâ??t know what itâ??s like to be me
And I donâ??t think they will ever see
If I act happy then the questions stop there
But what people can see is what makes them care
But I know I have to try
I give it a few more days and thatâ??s no lie
And if my mind should happen to change today
Iâ??ll go on life feeling this way
***this was my frist virsion***
You go to sleep and close your eyes
Donâ??t feel like saying your last good bi
Your life sucks you want to die
But all I can do to try to change your mind
Is simply say you must try
I donâ??t have control over what your going to do
All I can say is that if you die Iâ??ll be sad and blue
I love you and I donâ??t what you to go
So if I must yell it just to let you know
I will yell it out Iâ??ll write it down
Iâ??ll try to uncover that hidden frown
Iâ??ll do most everything to let you know
That Iâ??ll be sad if you go
So if you should die
Before I say get to say good bi
Then I just want to say it Iâ??ll miss you
and I love you and this is true
