Try Too Hard

Just when I think things
Can't get any worse
I lose my best friend
To her prince on a horse

And I hate the fact
That I'm jealous of her
I just wish we could be
As close as we were

All I need now
Is to be her best friend
But she's got him
And I'm left to pretend

That she thinks about me
And how much I hurt
Because she only cares
If he'll like her new skirt

I hate how she smiles
When she talks about him
Because it only reminds me
Of what I'm not in

I'm happy for her
But I'm hurting more
And I know she'd be too
If she were ignored

In the place of my best friend
Is a brand new scar
I get nothing in return
When I try too hard