Sometimes when i think about you i get sad,
then other times i get mad.
so many mixed emotions you brought,
now i sit back, reminisce, and dought.
if you said we were the best of friends,
why would you leave my helpless in the end?
when I first met you i thought of you as an angel, sent from the heavens in the sky
i asked myself, how could a mortal like me deserve such divine
i hate the feeling of being treated like nothing,
lied to and made me feel like something.
when really to you i was just another game,
soon to be over and thought as lame.
when you were through with me
you left me like nothing.
everything that you ever said to me
was just forgotten like nothing.
one thing that i dont understand is how?
how could do that to someone you called a friend?
a friend that was always there to help you get through the day
and help your heart mend.
how many times did i stand beside you?
helped you get through the day
told you everything was fine
that everything will finds its way.
i recalled many,
i went out of my was to help you.
i even lost some friends along
that really hated you.
now i see why,
why they thought you were so fake.
why they disliked you,
i shoulda listen to them when they told me it was for my own sake.
now when i look back,
i dont see the reason they had so many bad things to say about you.
when really,
they also were so untrue.
you have taken something from me
that i would like in return.
you've taken my ability to trust people
and to love in return.
let me know what you think. i sat on my computer and literally took five minutes to write. i didnt really put work into it but wanted to get my feeling out on to paper. comment plz.
