Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to smile for no reason at all, never knew how it felt for one person to turn around, look me in the eye and make me feel like it's all going to be ok, even on the worst of days.
I'd never experienced true comfort before, to be able to lie there in the dark, cry and pour out my soul to some one, only because I know they will hold me and wipe away my tears.
Before I met you, I felt like there was no such thing as love but after you let me into your heart and showed me your love, I felt sure enough to let you into mine, where you continue to stay everyday until my very last breath.
I had never missed someone as much as I miss you. I miss you so much that it's indescribable and you have to experience what its like to understand it.
People think they understand everything, but how can they understand something that they haven't even been through?
Unfortunately, things have changed, you have others that need you now, your time, your smile, your comfort and the only time I seem to have you, is in my dreams. I cry myself to sleep now just so that you don't have to see my tears anymore.
What we had and all the times you made me smile continue to flash right in front of me, they continue to remind me each moment of just how much I'm really loosing.
And then the sad realisation kicks in, that person is slipping out of my hands, I'm loosing that person that kissed away tears, made me smile for no reason and the one who truly loved me for who I am. The person that without a doubt if I was in trouble would help me and promised that no matter what, they would never forget me.
And if someday you feel alone and you need me, to talk to, to cry on my shoulder, please don't hesitate to call because I'll never ever give up on you, sadly I might just have to learn to move on.
