One year

I cant believe its been a year,
a year since we said good morning,
and a year since we said good night..

When i think of that day,
sadness soon falls,
cause i realise your not here,
i cant say good night and i cant good morning...

still now it hurts,
still now i blame myself..
No matter what anyone says,
i cant believe your gone..

i wish i could have gone,
so you could be here..
cause your life meant so much to so many people,
where mine does not..

I know people think I'm fine,
and that I'm all OK,
but really they haven't a clue...

how many times i tried to kill myself,
and how many times i wish it could have been me and not you..

i think the worst thing is,
i will be the only one that will remember..
and i think thats what hurts the most..
cause you always deserve so much even now,
that you have gone you deserve the best..

I know your not here today,
but i hope you are looking down on me today,
and i hope you can see that no matter the distance between us,
and no matter how low i may get,
i will always love you auntie..
you were not only my auntie,
but in your last months you also became my best friend when i needed you the most..

Thank you...

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