Really miss you

I really miss you..
and i don't know how to tell you..
how can i tell you i miss you..
i really miss our random talks..
our late night talks...
i really miss you!

our talks when i couldn't sleep at night..
when ever something was bothering us we were always there...
i miss our friendship..
i miss my best friend..

i want to tell you i miss you but i cant..
I'm scared you will just threw it back into my face..
too much water now has gone under the bridge..
i feel like I'm missing apart to me..

i really miss you..
i feel like I'm a jigsaw and we cant finish putting me together because I'm missing a piece..
i know i have a wonderful boyfriend..
but i don't feel whole...
i still feel low..

how can i tell you i miss you???
i cant can i... so why am i bothering to write this??
i cant even really write over and over and over again just how much i miss you because its waste of ink..

i miss you..