Lost

She feels like she needs to get lost in order to know where she wants to be
Her heart is bleeding but nobody could see

She closes her eyes and drifts away
To a place where she can sit and think along the bay

There isn't a day where he isn't on her mind
Shes never met anyone like him, hes one of a kind

But the thing about him is he plays games with her heart
And he doesn't realize that its slowly tearing her apart

She smiles and makes like shes okay
Even though it continues to kill her more and more each day

All she wanted was the straight up truth
Because before she knows it, she will have grown out of her youth

One day all of the frustration built up in her head
Nobody could believe all the things she said

Some were true and some were said out of anger
She used to know him so well but it seems like hes turned into a stranger

Who would have known things would end up like this
He is one memory she will miss

She was never good with relationships
Only when it came to kissing his lips

Maybe if she silently loved him with all her heart
Their relationship wouldn't have fallen apart

Or maybe it was because she was afraid of a broken heart
Because every relationship around her was falling apart