Still Loving You

Lately Ive been thinking, about us & what used to be,
Ive been analyzing my heart, you still hold the key.
Why cant I get over you? Look what you've done to me,
Why cant I be dont with you? I just cannot see.
& baby, why are you with her? I just dont understand,
I cant deal with seeing you two together,
your holding her hand.
& not too long ago, it was my hand you had,
But then again, not too long ago was when it all went bad.
You left me so anonomously, you completely broke my heart,
It apparently didnt bother you that we were finally apart.
You didnt speak one word to me, you didnt say goodbye,
You left me with a message, you left me wondering why.
That girl you have now, I hope she makes you cry,
I hope she leaves you like you left me, I hope you want to die.
So when that day comes baby, dont be looking toward the sky,
God wont help you either, he'll just leave you high & dry.
You'll be left all alone in this world, you'll be feeling my pain,
& then you'll realize being without me baby, will make you go insane.
Oh, I could have been the best thing you ever had,
I could have loved you til the end.
But lately you've hurt me so much, I dont know where to begin.
Its so simple yet so complicated, & I still miss you so much,
Its you that haunts my dreams darling, & I still feel your soothing touch.
To be quite honest baby, I'm still loving you.
You're gone for good.. & I simply dont know what to do.