View of a Harmer

Sitting in the dark
staying blind
no one to see or hear.
Pressing fear of losing them
the friends I know were here.

Blameless they are
for what they do
as I deserve it so.
For lies and deceit strewn around
darkness inside me grows.

For how they're hurt
cracked and shattered
I stand deeply accused.
Had I not walked upon tightrope
web would not be confused.

The blood I spilled from inner gashes
need not have been complete.
Through what I've done
I've killed them all
their blood my crimes to sum.

Heavy handed blows to all
Karma's hand repaid to me.
Nothing shatters me anymore
and in it I know I can see
their faces all appalled.