Why does he hate me?

Why does god hate me
why did he give me
such an awful life
he made me ugly
he made me stupid
he made me not fit in
he let my father rape me
he let my groandmas boyfriend
sexually mallest me
he lets my step dad hit me
he lets people at school
make fun of me
he lets me sit her
and cry tears of pain and misery
he still lets me live
this awful life
I want out
I want to be set free
I have no purpose
there is no point
for me to be here
he made evryone hate me
Why does he hate me so much?