Never Have The Last Dance.

I said I didn't like you,
Because all my friends said "ewww!"
Now I don't know why,
When I'm around you I wanna cry.
You used to truly care about me,
Until I said we couldn't be.
You went away,
I wanted to beg you to stay.
I was so scared though,
So I just let you go.
I regret that now,
When I look back I think, "wow!"
I really let that one slide,
And now I realize really how badly I lied!
I see you with her,
It feels like we could have lasted forever.
Sometimes I wonder, do you still care?
It just all doesn't seem quite fair.
I can't believe I missed my chance,
Now I know I will never have that last dance.

This poem was actually written about a boy who used to like me and I debated with myself for quite sometime whether I should go out with him after he had asked me. My friends all hated him and I ended up hurting him really badly. This all happened about a year and a half ago and we used to talk on the phone like every single night for hours at a time. He moved on after about half a year in which he refused to go out with anyone, hoping me to change my mind. He is now with a girl who absolutely hates me because she knows how he feels about me but I understand her point of view. I don't like her that much either though. She does not allow her boyfriend to talk to me anymore. They go on these little "breaks" all the time so whenever they are on one he comes and hangs out with me or calls me and I always start to feel guilty and sad!