The word confusing seems to be a big part in my vocabulary.
Everyone around me seems to treat me different one way or the other.
I do not know what to think anymore and I don't seem to care either.
It's just all part of a big picture: MY FUTURE.
However it comes.
I don't know how.
It's just me.
I sometimes don't seem to understand half the people around me.
In the other hand, I just don't seem to care.
Some people come and go.
I feel like it overwhelms me sometimes in the fact that I'm the only one that has to put the puzzle together for them to view the big picture.
But so far, there's only one person that I appreciate being there for.
He needs me to stick around no matter what happens.
It's just that sometimes he seems confusing enough for me.
I feel like I don't get him sometimes and yet other times I do.
But I'm willing to stick around because that's how I feel about him.
I feel for him.
So far, I feel that everything is going to be okay.
Even though what he does sometimes doesn't always require my taste.
But I try to let that go and just be there for him as the friend that he needs to stick around in his life.
That's my conclusion to it.
And I hope that later on, he'll learn how to appreciate that about me.
That no matter what, I will always be there for him