I went with this boy for 2 months,
But then we broke up,
Now I thought I was over it,
But I am not,
It all started with him on my mind all the time,
but it was a message I received,
I told him that I loved him with all my heart,
But it took him a while to think about it,
He said that he loved me,
But he said that I was sexy,
He said he was a freak,
But he knows I am not going to have sex until I am Married,
He hasn't forced me to do anything,
But that is good though,
I feel the same way about him,
But the sex thing is not working,
I'm not 100% ready,
But I know it is fornication if I do it for the 1st time,
I want to wait on God so that I don't miss my blessing,
but there are so many things that the world is offering,
I am not going to be like the world,
I love him,
But we can start talking again,
But we have to take it slow,
You may never know we might go back together depending on if he want to be my friend again,
But if it doesn't happen.
that's alright with me.
