Verses of the soul

These verses run through my mind
like a song
even though i know
it's wrong.
i try to throw them out
but they stay
and crush my dreams.

they draw tears
from my heart
my heart trys to
breath underneath the rumble of lies
and decit.

when my heart
pumps blood.
the adreline
rises with excitement
and rage.
some say it's hate
some say it's the soul screaming
for relief.