So sick and tired of all the pain and suffering I have to go through in order to keep you happy. It's like me stressing day in and day out 7 days a week, 365 days a year, for the past 17 years 3 months and 4 days aint shit. No matter how hard I try to go out my way to do for you, dont amount to anything and I will never get the love and respect I know I've earned and deserve. Nobody treats you as good as I do and I know for da*n sure you dont deserve it, but do i leave... no, do I complain... no, do I stop waiting on you hand and foot doing whatever it is that you want no matter how nerve wrecking or humiliating it is... NO! You yell and hit, cuse and smack when I dont follow all of your rules. But I follow your rules to the point that I break others. I do what you tell me to do at all cost. You tell me what you want and I make sure it's fulfilled with disregard to authority, law or myself but still it's not enough. Then you have a problem with the rules I break. Now it starts all over again: scream and hit and cuse and smack and yell. Im so sick and tired of being stuck on this rollercoaster with you. Around and around we go day after day, month ofter month, year after year.
I WANT OFF!!!!
I give up. Do whatever it is you gotta do. You want the perfect daughter to give you the perfect life when you've treated you not so perfect. Not so loved. Now she's just done trying
