A goodbye letter
is what this is
i know your confused at this moment
wondering what this is.
you know your the best friend
i've ever had.
you were always there for me
when things went bad.
when i felt down
you knew just what to say
you said things that made me happy
and really made my day.
when things were so stressful
and never felt ok
you always told me that things would find its way
and that everything would turn out ok
when i told you all my secrets
you never ever judged me
you told me that my imperfections
is what really made me.
then your turn came
and told me your life story
that you were at a point
that you were begining to taste the glory.
you said 6 years of your life
you were unsure of yourself
that you didnt feel comfortable around anyone
not even yourself
then my turn came
to be a friend
to tell you what i thought
and help your heart mend.
i told you that you were perfect
the way you are
that your mistakes and your past
has made you who you are
then you told me
what i've valued the most
that im the bestest friend you ever had
and the one you told the most.
that was the best feeling
that i've ever felt in my heart
the feeling of being appreciated
and that i've touched someones heart.
then we promised each other
till the end
that we would be friends
till literally the very very end
that we never keep
anything from each other
that if we needed to
we could confide in each other.
now this is my feeling
of feeling guilty
i've hidden something from you for months
that just seems so silly.
i've had this feeling for you
that i can no longer hide
instead of showing it
i let it hide
its been hard for me to do this
but it was something that i had to do
i was afraid that it would never work out
and that you'll see me as a fool.
to me you feel so right
that no matter what the world puts us through
that we could stay together
no matter what we went through
yes i like you
and i really really do
i really didnt know how to tell you
so this is the way i had to do.
i had to do it
right before i left you
because i could not bare the pain
of watching myself hurt you
i didnt wanna just leave
without giving you a reason
this is why im leaving
promise i've learned my lesson
i fell for you
like any other guy would be
an imortal like me
for an angel like you could never be
so im guessing this is it
and this is my goodbye
it hurts me to do this
its like one big sigh
thank you so much
for being such a good friend
i would never forget
never ever not even at the end.
whereever i end up
know what i felt for you was real
now im hurting
but only time will heal.
remember me always
and never forget about what we had
never be mad about it
or let get you sad.
because although we will no longer talk
remember i made that promise
that no matter what we would
friends forever till the very very end......
i wrote this for a very special girl that i know. she was the best friend i ever had and somehow i happened to fall for her. this was the best way to let everything out. well comment plz and let me know what you think. this is by far the one that means the most for me.
