You still don't see

Tears stream down my face,
My heart you hold.
A painful life I live,
Because you are so cold.

Tears will never stop,
Because you no longer care,
You always turned a cold cheek,
The pain will always be there.

I can't take the torture,
The longing need for you,
The pain of knowing it will never be,
Lonely and quite don't know what to do.

How many scars must I carry?
How many more times must I bleed?
How can you be so cruel?
When will you finish the dead?

There is not doubt in my mind,
That you want me to die,
So you won't have to hear,
Every time I cry.

This is your fault,
And you will soon see,
That when I'm gone,
And you need me.

You will feel my pain,
You will feel my regret,
You will know,
You will be so upset.

Even though I took my life,
I finally got away,
Away from this pain,
And you have nothing to say.

Everyone knows,
You killed me,
In a most painful way,
That you still refuse to see.