I'D DIE FOR YOU RIGHT NOW.
[Because if you died I'd be lost]
I Have Died In the Inside,
And I Wander the Halls without a Care,
My heart stings everytime I think of you,
My head aches when I remember us together,
My emotions pinch me until I bleed,
Now the world is silent without to me...
But I can get over Him because I know He lied since that day we met,
And there's no more worrying because He's out of my life for now.
Even though I still worry about Him...
[I hate him so much]
I said I would be okay...
But can you say I am...?
Am I as strong as I thought I was?
Am I strong enough to handle all these emotions that were thrown at me at once?
As simple as it seemed to you or anyone else,
Its hard to be lied to about so many things at once,
It is impossible to say if he and I will ever be friends again.
I left that day without even understanding...
I thought He loved me, and I thought I loved Him,
But love and loved isn't meant to be said,
Either I did love him or I did not, and same goes to him,
He should not have wasted His time on me,
He should of thought before what He wanted to be with me.
I do not know why I am here now and what I am doing...
But in the end I suffered and still do...
And I know what He did...
But I still have this feeling tearing me apart like it was my fault..
Sooner or later I will forget,
But why do I still remember?
It was only a couple of Years ago,
But it feels like a day or two ago,
Can I tell you how I really felt?
Or am I just wasting away my feelings...
