Sorrow

Although it is what's best
I hate to tear your heart
We've been together for so long
I hate to see us fall apart

But Honesty we both must keep
It might not make sense now
But if this is what we both need
The we should decide how

Parting is such sweet sorrow
I hate to hurt you dear
But if it's gone we should admit
To end it now and here

I know the pain may overwhelm
But please my dear stay true
You do not need me in your life
Anyone could love you

You were the best I've ever had
And that is not a lie
But we have never been the same
Since this past July

I tried to make work
Oh God, did I try hard
But if it really wants to go
You can not change the cards

I'm sure that Friends we can never be
That ball, though is in your court
Who knows, perhaps if we both decide
We could try and restart

But for now, I'm sure you'll see
I have to pack and take my leave
I leave not for another one
I'm doing this for me

I tried so hard to save you
That I tied my own slip knot
But now I see I can not play
By my feelings I am caught

I really hate to let it go
But please do not pursue
It is the time for both of us
To go for something new

I can not help but feel like hell
It was not an easy choice
But still it is an choice which must be made
Whether it brings sorrows or joys

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused
I'm sorry for all I did wrong
You always treated me like a king
I hated to string you along

If this hurts you more
Than me leaving, again I'm sorry
But know that I tried to save us
Maybe that was my folly.