This isn't a story of fanastcy make believe fiction
this is a story that takes place in and real kitchen
a story of hurt lies in other words its the story of life
a story that takes place within a brain of a person with a knife
the knife is sharp with a silvery flair
on the girl's are hidden scars are there
pain sorrow angish is what's she's felling in her head
she's wishing and hoping to be dead
she's going to try tongiht again with cutting,pills and rope
she'll try anything to make it work
she cut her self the blood fell to the floor
she ran out of the kitchen into the bathroom and shut the door
she got real dizzy and fell to the ground
she laid there still not making a sound
she closed her eyes her heart was beating real fast
she was wishing and hoping that she would pass
her friend stopped over to surprize her tongiht
but what her friend finds giver her a fright
she walked around the house yelling "Bee? Brie?!?!"
thinking to her self where could she be
she looked in my room only found a picture of me and her in a pose
then she finally cheacked the only door closed
she found me just laying
she fell to her knees and started crying
she saw that my eyes were opening and i was living
she grabed me and huged me and stoped my breathing;
just for a second then it came back i got blood on her shirt
i said sorry she didn't care about that only the fact that i was hurt
she helped me to my room and cleaned up my hand
said i was stupid, "if you felt this way you should of told me my friend"
we talked for hours about how i flet
and all the painful things i've been delt
she told me she wouldn't be able to live with out me
she didn't know but helped me see
even though i want to die
i'll keep on living because i know i'm keeping you alive!