Crying herself to sleep the majority of nights,
It's time for her to bid farewell to this mess.
She's over the pain and heartache,
She just wants a new start.
No matter how many people tell her it's going to be ok,
She can't justify their reasoning.
Her mind craves the attention of yesterday,
The thoughts and sights from a time she smiled.
She looks back to that, when she knew who she was,
And now she understands where things fit now.
Now seeing herself in the mirror,
She wonders how she became so out of hand.
She's used up all her magic tricks,
Trying to win back her lover.
It's too late to make up for lost time,
He's moved on and forgotten about this one.
She has to get away from herself,
Free from the muck she believes.
She sees herself like no other,
One who will never achieve the highest order.
She isn't one to give in,
Therefore pretending is the only answer.
She walks away and tells them it's for the best,
Hands tied behind her back, her fingers are crossed this time.
