I sat here writing this for hours
at first it was about you lying
and my heart getting broken
then it was about me loving you
and missing the words you hadn't spoken
then it was about me and you
and what we could have been
but then i decided not to write about you at all
I've been hurt so many times before
these are what I've learned for expectations
to write this poem ahead
and read it when our love is dead
cursing what i want us to be
so i wrote this instead
