I still don't understand,
I haven't felt like this in forever..
and yet it has to return...
Why can't it just leave me alone...
I try to let everything go,
and yet it just won't disappear...
it keeps pileing up...
until soon enough
I'm going to be all a lone,
no one here to help save me...
No one here to stop me...
No one but me, myself, and I...
I'm going to end up ending everything,
everything good and bad in my life.
I've lost everyone basically,
So there's no point in me hanging on...
Because soon enough
I am going to lose everyone else...
Everyone that I love and care for...
All I have now is myself and my razor...
I feel so hated...
Not only by my friends,
but also by myself...
and it's killing me...
So I might as well just end everything right now,
disappear from everyone,
maybe soon enough they'll forget about me...
and when I am gone, they won't notice...
For they don't even care right now...
and nither do I...
Being so depressed and lost...
it really freaking hurts!
