WOW! You did a really good job on this poem! it is also very sad! This reminds me of one of my poems, maybe u can read it sometime!

Awww i love it this is exactly what im going through. but im also hiding it like you. and today is the 4 month mark of how long i have been hiding it =]

Gorgeous poem rix, but is it always better to be stubborn? o.O are your parents seriously that pissed and all? the 'disowning' stuff? O.O 'cause if that's so I'm not so sure that having your parents that upset and disappointed is worth a teenage crush.... but yeah, personal opinion.

Is it always best to fight
To stay stubborn to the end
Is it always best to battle
With family and friends
Is it always the wise choice
To never back on down
Maybe just this once
You need to hit the ground

I know you think that you
Know every twist and turn
That this pain is for the best
No matter how much it burns
You think that being stubborn
Is the symbol of the strong
But maybe you're full of crap
Maybe this is wrong

Is it worth it to hold out?
Just to say that you could?
And just because you can
Does not mean you should
You try to put on a front
Act like you have no fears
But remember sometimes
Strength shows in tears

Right now I think that you
And I can both agree
That this situation is bad
And is truly starting to be
Something not worth it
To fight for until the end
Perhaps you should just
Stop fighting your parents and friends

I...don't know what to say, except that I'm sorry. Sorry you're going through this, and sorry that I'm the cause. We'll pull through, just like we did before. Be strong.