Dont hate me

In a second
not just you but the world will hate me
i wasn't careful and now
i made everyone around me bleed

my friends my family
everyone is crying
i wish that i could
just be dying

the world turn it's back on me
i deserve this more than anyone else
i lied to everyone
including myself

the lies just escaped from my lips
like it was so easy
but seeing the smiles
was so pleasing

now it rains wherever i go
i act as if i don't know

everyone stares as if
I'm different
even though i was lieing
there were hearts i wanted to mend

the world closes away
as my eyes starts to close
i slowly drift into eternal sleep
even though no one knows