Best Thing I Ever Had

Tired of hurting.
Tired of the pain.
Tired of the depression.
And having tears fall like rain.

I don't wanna give up.
I wanna hold on.
I've endured so much pain.
All this time that you've been gone.

I need you more than anything.
And I love you with all I got.
You mean the world to me.
Your something Ive never forgot.

Your on my mind all the time.
And your touch still lingers on my skin.
I miss everything about you.
And the way you loved me then.

I cant forget you.
I cant let everything go.
As I sit here dieing inside.
The pain just continues to grow.

I cant explain how I feel.
And I don't understand it one bit.
I'm tired of having to fake this smile.
And suicide is one thing I don't wanna commit.

I wanna be on this earth.
Cause your the one I live for.
For some reason I'm still stuck in the past.
Like every time before.

I confused about everything.
Especially how i feel.
I'm not gonna let the pain show.
I wont let the depression reveal.

I'm waiting for a moment.
To be happy with you again.
I'm still in love with you.
Like I was in the beginning.

I'm torn apart inside.
And my heart has slowly started to fade
I need a miracle to happen.
Before I'm completely gone someday.

I'm holding on with everything I got.
And I'm willing to do anything to get you back.
Cause ever since you've been gone.
My life's been a total wreck.

I'm not gonna start over new.
I'm gonna stay where I'm at.
I'm gonna wait for you forever.
Because you're the best thing I ever had.

Jay Jay
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