A Heart's Secret

I Don't know how to say this
There's no easy place to start
I Do know that I love him
But it's you who has my heart

Sitting here, I could write a million words
Still I'm picturing you with her
All I can do is wonder
With so many feelings starting to stir

Do you feel the same?
And ever since I saw you my head aches
Watching you look at her
My heart completely breaks

There's so many inside jokes
So many truths covered well
Hidden deep below the surface
Transformed to humor so no one can tell

See, they'll stay that way
Hidden deep within
To tell you any different
What would it begin?

And there's a good chance
I'll watch you walk away
Fall in love with someone else
She'll get to whisper the words I couldn't say

I'll be full of anxiety and regret
cause you've been there all along
The one stuck in my head
Reminded by every song