No Way To Be Sure

Here we go again
Another page of words
That find meaning in you
Another heart pouring it's truth

It screams your name with every beat
This shouldn't be
And I Don't want this anymore
You've got me going insane

My thoughts are filled with that night
A secret I hold close
And she might know parts
But she's far from the truth

And I find myself staring
Phone in hand
Ready to reveal it all
Bu uncertainty holds me back

The pain of not knowing
It's something I can take
A fake smile is all I need
This act is so over rehearsed

And you'll never know
That I'd give it all to do that night over
But those words won't pass my lips
And it's easier to laugh at the jokes

The jokes that speak everything I want to say
You mouth "I Love You"
But there's no way to be sure
That it wasn't meant for someone else