Tears

Days I'm smiling over
blithe, next breaking down
to crucial point, this life
on earth makes me sick
pretending there's a
presumptuous broad to be
existential, restraining
preamble,timid,
young lady

One whose afraid of the
worlds change, even her
delude involving, unsure
to relinquish this barrier
holden, exhibiting
expressions of
intense confusion,
treating reliance in
position as a
severe burden

Where could I have gone
wrong? questing with
qualities uncertain,
abusing thy self
disapproval with being
unsophisticated,
Who's to blame for
this rebuking theft?

Tears acquaint me, I in
general has left myself
dangerously isolated,
visualizing dreams to
hopefully be reanimated,
pertaining to why happiness
can't make a connection
with how I act of being

As a creature on earth must
I be so inscrutable, none
the less, impossible to
satisfy never knew how
deeply out casted one
could be from humanity

According to a different
style of self than reality
enliven to the vow,
seeking prosperity
of thee, interlocked in
personality, undiagnosed
cure, until new hopes
I shed tears