I Hate Myself

I can't take all of this
I hate myself
I hate the way
I look and feel

I may be insecure
About everything around me
But I know how I feel
About myself and that is I hate myself

Sometimes I wish
Someone would just
Kill me or at least hurt me to the point
Where I bruise or start to bleed

People tell me I'm beautiful
That I'm skinny
But I just don't care how they think I look
I still hate myself