Unmeant words

Pointless arguments.
harsh words tend to slip out.
people get disappointed in me.
about things i remember nothing about.

anger stuck in my head. my thoughts are never steady.
soon to come to the painful realization. that i will never be ready.

i wish i could say I'm confused.
that i dont know whats going wrong
but the truth is i know it very well.
because it has been going on so long.

soon to be growing tired of my life.
tired to having so many shades of Grey
tired of having to apologize to people.
when my anger pushes them away