No, I'm not fine.

I feel as if I'm alone in the world.
Without someone to show me the way.
Lost without directions.
And stuck in this same deserted day.
I'm screaming out loud.
And no one seems to hear me.
I can picture the life I wish to have.
But I know its no where near me.
Its hard to survive with no one to talk to.
No one to actually listen to the words I need to say.
People are just living their lives.
As if it's a normal day.
Not even thinking of those in need.
The ones who need a friend.
And are losing themselves to greed.
Hoping and praying for someone to come along
Someone who cares.
With the strength to let me know i'm strong.
Living each day is a nightmare.
Like a bad dream that wont seam to end.
I wish to wake up and let my emotions blare.
But I will never wake up.
Ill never be fine.
Because in the end ill always know that
No, I'm not fine.