Since U Been Gone

Now that your gone
It's been getting kind of hard
I can't sleep, Can't do nothing at all
I'm not even apauled

But it was Thanksgiving day
When I heard you been murdered this day
I remember it as if it were yesterday
I kill myself for being miles away

I stay up and wonder if I were with you
Would you be here
I stay up and wonder if I called you
would you still be here

I feel like it's my fault
I feel like I couldn't be there to save you
But people tell me It wouldn't be my fault
I'm sorry and I love you

Although we my have never been close
Doesn't change the fact that you're my father
Although you have never told me you loved me
Doesn't change the fact that I'm your daughter

It hurt me so much
But I'm glad you said I love you before you left
I love and miss you a bunch
even though I'm left with no daddy

I blame my self for everything
I can't do what I used to do
I can't do good in school or nothing
I can't play sports or anything without you

I miss my hero
I miss my purpose to live
I miss my father dearly
I miss you because now I'm left with a drug mommy