If your wondering why I hurt

Why does she tell me I'm her best friend when every chance she gets she just leaves without even saying goodbye.

She says she wants to hang out with me and ends up making me cry.

I hate to think she does it on purpose, when she makes me feel this way.

I hope that she has no idea and I wait for another day.

A day when she will sit and talk to me and listen to what I have to say.

But every chance I give her she just takes and it eats me away.

I give her a friendship we grew together but it doesn't amount to much.

When the question's I have to ask her, and her answers are sore to the touch.

Why won't she just talk to me just like we use to?

When it wasn't even that long ago that was all she wanted to do.

Did she lie to me when she said we'd be friends forever?

It was the way she looked at me that made me love her.

Now she barely even looks at me when she tells me how she feels.

It's the way she lets me drift away in which the wounds just will not heal.

It was the closest thing to God that I saw in her eyes.

And once again I begin to think that they were just lies.