I have a wonderfull guy that is o so sweet, he really knows how to sweep me off my feet. But over these 2 years, its brought so many tears. So many times I've felt alone, to many times your love was not shown.
When we are together people see us lasting forever. But they don't see that mentally your hurting me. I'm never good enough, I just got to stay tough. Never let them see me cry, never let anyone know this lie.
You always put me down, pushing me to the ground. You have to be in control, but its ripping apart my soul.
I've forgotten how to love, how to think of heaven above. But no matter it will soon all be over, because I'm no longer sober.
You have never laied a hand on me, so no one can see.
That mentally you choose me to abuse, and soon it will be me who you loose. So when I'm looking blue, its only because I don't know what I'm going to do?
