He has my heart, forever and always
But he never took the time to call me
Sometimes he would say the sweetest things
Lifting me up like I had wings
Then there was those times when we would fight
Leaving me there sitting, crying all night
I would always take the blame
Say I'm sorry, but things would stay the same
We would still fight everyday
It was so dramatic, like a soap opra or a play
I tried so hard to make something of us
But that's hard to do without trust
It's like it killed him to try and I was so willing
But really it was me he was killing
I hurt on the inside and out
But i still loved him without a doubt
All of a sudden he changed his mind
Now to him I was one of a kind
He was treating me right
And we would hardly ever fight
For this short period of time I felt good
I felt how people in a relationship should
Then things went back to the way they were
The way I felt there was no cure
Now all I wished for was him to stay
Instead I was pushed out of the way
I was tired of crying and fed up him lieing
I was trying to stay stong
But nothing good happened, it was all wrong
Now we're not even together
This time I messed up, I feel light as a feather
It's his trust im again trying to gain
But that's not going anywhere, I'm just feeling pain
He's made plenty of mistakes
But i guess when i do, that's all it takes
I dont't think this relationship will ever again be
But why would I want to be with him?
Because I know he loves me
