Tempted

That knife is pretty, shinny and sharp
It stares at me mocks me lies there and laughs
Its tempting me haunting me
Why cant you see?
I need help again
Help me
I need to find me

These scars on my skin remind me of the past
I know that I shouldnt
But how long can I last?
I need to see me bleeding
To know that Im alive
Please just let me do it
I need to, to survive

Do u really expect me to sit there and take it?
The sadness I feel? Its getting harder to fake it
Dont you see that Im hurting?
Arent you supposed to know?
Youre probably sick of me like an old re-runned show

Well for now the roses have wilted
The angels have flown away
Ive given into the knife
And youve decided not to stay