Setting by the window looking in and seeing you....
whats with the thoughts i get when i look back
how can i live and not be loved
how can i fight and yet still die
what is the meaning of my heart breaking
i guess in the end it all deals with you
you were my first love the one i wanted to be with
the one i could live without
in the end my life meant nothing
but then again has it ever...
did you ever care
did you ever miss me
is she there
is that why you treat me like this
how do you think it makes me feel
these wounds in my heart will never heal
youve hurt me way to much
and im never gonna be ok
you just dont understand
that this is the real me
i cant change for you
or anyone
if you dont like me for me
then i guess were done!
itll be over sooner or later anyhow
just like the other four times
but this time itll be my decision not yours
ill leave you like you left me
and ill walk out the front door
i wont even say goodbye
yet youll ask why
ill tell you its not your fault its mine
but you know ill be lieing
truly its all your fault
because you broke my heart
ill leave you for good
just like you thought i would...
ill hate you for everything you put me through
yet love you for the good times
but this is the end
were done
now leave!!!!!!
