I keep thinking of you
every time I try to close my eyes
seeing you again and again
while trying not to cry
my thoughts hurting me
because you are not around
giving me bags under my eyes
can’t sleep
because my eyes will not shut
while I am lying down
falling into a pattern
where I am only able to sleep
about 2-6 hours and boy are they deep
dreaming of you
seeing you
awaking, thinking that it’s real
giving you all of my heart and love
and yet
you seem to only steal
the love I had for others
the love that I once had
the days that I went threw
when I wasn’t always sad
the truth that I knew
and the voice that I had
you stole away from me
my sleep
and the times when I was glad
