Everyday

-In my broken heart, there lies a secret.
-It's hidden behind my smile, my pride, my show.
-I wakeup feeling like I just cried for hours.
-At school I see you smile and realize it's not because of me.
-I see you with her, she's taken my place.
-You think I'm over it, but that's another secret you don't know.
-They think I'm to good for you, but I'm not
-They think you're annoying but I don't care.
-The way you say my name makes me remember when you first learned it.
-My eyes feel permanently watery.
-My heart feels dropped and empty.
-Why would you be created so perfect in my eyes if you weren't meant for me?
-She put you second, I put you first.
-She doesn't like you, but hates me because I do.
-She laughs when I drown in my tears...and gets you to laugh too.
-Every month I cry on the 21st because thats when it was just us.
-Now you don't care...we were best friends! I miss that you...what happened?
-Every night, I go to bed and I dream of what used to be. Just to wake up and relive the same day over again.