This reminds me of me once, apart from the parents bit, but please stay strong, i just cannot express why but i have a desire to tell you please dont take your life, if you want to talk please do, i have had three failed attempts and althoughs sometimes i wish they worked, i know in the longrun it is not the right thing to do.

suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

someone wise once said that n i took much comfort in it.

This is really sad..lol...