Without you

**this was made BEFORE my bf took me back....so happy he did**

picked up the knife
held that blade to my skin
no pain felt
just the screams within

hate what i did
i hurt you
now because you are crying
i have to be too

said i broke your heart
so i broke open my cuts
went so deep
to do, i didn't no what

screamed and i cried
missed you even more
wrist bleeding
my heart so sore

i needed you back
i loved you so
i missed us, Jenie and Zack
why did i let you go!?

these questions made it worst
the cutting did not stop
i lost my breath
the knife dropped

it just goes to prove
i had to do what i had to do
i cant live a life...
without you