HappIneSS AroUNd The CoRner?

My life now is nothing
No happiness, no joy

Only a few thing are good in my life
My friends, family and my boyfriend

But i want physical happiness
Happiness that is not about my mental state, but my physical

I want this shame to be all gone
I want everyone to stop

All the misery, the hate
Is all to real right now

Every night i hope that all will be fine
That this nightmare will end, for my sanity depends on it